earthquake in sichuan

FATHER,I know you have grace and mercy...protection of us.Please blessing China......but may your will be done not my will!!!

regards
Shawn the R0ck

Concert from *

It's long time I have not been to concert.We got a rock show yesterday that it is awesome.Too busy in the days I lost music in myself.Thank God sent this band here.Music drive u to think about what is ur purpose of life.As a computer guy,it's too hard to know music from a Great Musician---Bach.A friend's always said that Bach's music let u know about how powerful creation by God.Saddly,I prefer to listening other baroque music.

Jared is a good guy and a singer.This ablum writen by Jared when he travelling around the world.From Africa,Jerusalem,JiuZhaiGou,Xiamen,HongKong,Mexico and USA.U can download his songs here if u want to miss a beautiful stuff.


btw:The greatest Gaming life---DOOM is start to developing new one(DOOM4) by id tech5 engine.U guy could see id software.The 13th QuakeCon is coming but I dont have enough cash can bring me there.Hope can get fun in the 20th QuakeCon :)

FOS is a fuc* awesome band

everything is boring in the days,except that fucking shit good band----Forest Of Shadows that give you a shock then u would be wondering why a doom metal can be very impressed I mean the creavitivity.

Eternal Autumn


Wish


I hate boring stuff.like as?life goes by the books(routines) recently.get up->breakfast->read Bible->get to work->write codes->write docs->talk with customers->*->go home->shower->read->visit pornie site(sometimes)->phonecall from girl(my sweety)->go to bed->read->sleep<=>get up

I have plan to learning computing ess that I will use 2 books SICP and The Scheme programming lang,3rd edition.One of my another plan is to build a "HackerFellowship" in the year.Hope Lord will help me .

3 stages:
1,I am something.(sucks,absolutely Im here)
2,I am nothing.
3,God is everything!!!

my Lord Jesus,please killlll my weakness!

to be a hacker....free your mind

Everybody should be a hacker that order to Hacker ethic.Im damn exciting about that someone told me he is a music hacker.

In age of agriculture,Augestine and many great philosophers created methodology and ethic that called pre-Protestant ethic about 1600 years ago.They didnt know why God always work hard.

In industrial age,people has create Protestant ethic that gave us big influence on earth.Many of us work begin at 9am end at 5pm that was a part of Protestant ethic.

Since 1989,the Information age(globalization) was begining.But the current ethic which can be get used to Information age that is vacancy.What should we do?bravely,To making the methodology and ethics like our fathers.Hacker ethic is that choice that we have to responsible for God and cultural mission which mentioned from The Holy Bible.

Come on,join us.Share information,freeing and opening.To be a hacker(music hacker,architect hacker,computer hacker,kitchener hacker,etc).Hacker should become the man who
living in the future and defining the future.

By Shawn the R0ck

*Vampire*

I would like to see blood something after saw my first vampire movie that i didnt remember the name(I was 6 at that time).Thats why the darkness art follow with me for a long time.Even now i still love it but not a enthusiasm anymore.The dark stuff would gave you the spirit to do with some creativity.I was accepted Lord Jesus as my Lord savior about 4 years ago.In the first 2 years,brothers and sisters always told me that leave the devil thing(dark art) as possible as I can.And they were really pray for me.Thank Lord!U did.U help me to seen your property of Creativity by dark art(i mean the vampire thing and metal music).Id like a lot vampire books that written by a woman---Anne Rice.Im very appreciate for what her writting with.I was wondering she became a Christian.That mean someone who went further than me in the dark culture but built in faith to God.wowow....cool things always happend in my life.ciggarattes,metal music,etc are good(creativity) but these should not be the source of my spirit.The ess thing is the Holy Bible!May God bless us!

信主快4年了,现在的Shawn以前不是4年前的那位Snake(虽然Chris经常拿S Chad来跟Shawn开玩笑),更多的是思考人生的意义---Glorify God!4年里Shawn对金属有了更本质的认识,这里先感谢RB推荐的Forest Of Shadows,他们简直非常的棒,最近给Shawn非常多的灵感,自从很小的时候(6岁或许是8岁)Shawn就非常的迷恋于黑暗的文化比如吸血鬼,骷髅,古堡之类的,刚信主的时候曾经也有很多疑惑觉得这些东西统统是不符合圣经的,之后的痛苦探询让Shawn找到了部分的答案,如果用一名完全遵照黑客伦理的人来看,圣经启示给人类的第一个属性,Shawn这里指从圣经的字面意思来看,是创造性,上帝在创世记里非常勤奋,赋有诗意,具有哲学和科学的对称的,非常快乐的工作创造了宇宙和人类.可见创造性的重要,Shawn会努力在10年里构建基础方法论来荣耀上帝和帮助更多的人.

时间过的非常的快,1年前Shawn住在一个离市区较远的地方,每天晚上几乎很少可以看到汽车,半年前由于工作的原因搬家,每天早上就如同新教工作伦理(大部分人不一定是基督徒,但肯定会遵守新教伦理)早9晚5的工作,每天挤公交车和每天同样的事情的确让人有些麻木,但也让Shawn认知到寻求人生意义的重要,现在Shawn有更多的时间来思考周围的一切,每天在住的地方看到通宵来往的汽车让Shawn想到了所罗门王的"虚空".........愿主带领每一个人找到那终极的归属!

some beautiful pictures:




btw:Scott gave me a message just now that he said "hey,bro,Im in the desert now.frenk'in cool,hum?"

quotes from *

too busy in the days~starting company is not easy espical in China.It's hard to make(read) the financial reporting.but now,I almostly to be a half financial hacker.ha~not bad...I dont wanna writing more but I will post some good quotes:

1, to be a hacker....free your mind
Everybody should be a hacker that order to Hacker ethic.Im damn
exciting about that someone told me he is a music hacker.

In age of agriculture,Augestine and many philosophers created
methodology and ethic that called pre-Protestant ethic about 1600
years ago.

In industrial age,people has create Protestant ethic that gave us big
influence on earth.

Since 1989,the Information age(globalization) was begining.But the
current ethic which get used to Information age that is vacancy.What
should we do?bravely,To making the methodology and ethic like our
fathers.Hacker ethic is that choice that we have to responsible for
God and cultural mission which mentioned from The Holy Bible.

Come on,join us.Share information,freeing and opening.To be a
hacker(music hacker,architect hacker,computer hacker,kitchener
hacker,etc).Hacker should become the man who
living in the future and defining the future.

By Shawn the R0ck

2, Description of The New Zion?
有一位智者或许已经预见到了国家最终的理想状态,对自己的美好设想作了生动描述.他说:"未来的景象浮现在我眼前.我看见的是这样一个世界:在那里,国
王的宝座纷纷倒塌,帝王都化作一抹尘土......"

"我看见的是这样一个世界:在那里,不再有人沦为奴隶,所有人都是自由的.自然界中的神奇力量,论电闪雷鸣还是阴阳八卦,无论狂风华还是巨浪,寒霜还是
烈火,都任凭人类驾驭,使用......"

"我看见的是一个太平的世界:在那里,有各种形式的工艺品使它增辉,有千变万化的乐曲声在激荡回响,人们互相之间都充满温情,坦诚相待.在那里,不再有
流放者的悲凉叹息,没有囚犯的痛苦呻吟,没有绞刑台上的绝望和死阴幽谷.在那里,付出总会得到丰厚的回报,人们陶醉于收获的喜悦中......"

"我看见的是一个祥和的世界:在那里,没有伸手乞讨的乞丐,没有一毛不拔的守财奴,没有令人心生恻隐的哭泣,没有欺上瞒下的谎言,也没有旁观者的冷言冷
语......"

"我看见的是一个最完美的世界:在那里,所有人都摆脱了病痛,每个人都健康长寿,快乐幸福.整个地球上处处充满了爱,人人都充满了对生活的感激和美好的
信念."

3,15世纪中大主教托马斯・希蒙森
“自由是最美好的事情，也是世界上最值得追求的事情，而只有秉持公正的人才能享受自由，如果你尊重自己，就应爱自由胜于爱黄金，因为自由可以带来荣耀。”

Shawn:主啊,追求本质怎么就会是那么难的一件事情呢?难道就因为人类的罪性?主啊,求你怜悯生活在世界上而一直坚守你的道的人们,Shawn向你忏悔最近骄傲的心智,主啊,对于目前的景况Shawn向你献上感恩.............

Happy Valentine's Day

The history of Valentine's day.
情人节的由来和历史

主啊,求你祝福所有的情侣!主,您的话语讲到"爱妻子如爱主",求你恩赐给Shawn一颗永远都爱老婆的心.

let doom popular again

Are you gaming urself???
Because of I bought a new PC(AMD 4400+,2GB DDR800,GeForce8500),I have play a lot of game recently(Gear of War,Unreal III,Ghost Recon3,etc).But one of most exciting stuff is skulltag which is a mod of doom2 that a id gamer who named of Garry introduced it to me.A real gamer(doom,quake) always had creativity influence on earth.

If you want to play skulltag with us that you can visit this website.

Gear of War has great graphic features.I was taken some picture that is below:

How much is juice worth?


Back to hole(hell)


a frenk'in pilgarlic,u r a dead man?


Someone call me that chengdu chainsaw massacre:


btw:Happy Chinese New Year,all of you guys!
And,Im sorry my sweety Evin.I cant stay with you in this Valentine's day!May God bless China...Lord..please,ur grace,let mercy come.....

The Free Software Foundation in Europe(free speech)

What description is more like Free of Free software?Free as in free speech, not as in free beer.Correct,it's a good free speech about EFSF above:)

Im busting my as to carve out a business in snowing that it's a great challenge from many non-tech side.Im still working on it.I will spend all my life that fight with Free Software(also Open Hardware) that just for Glory to God.A startup will making cash that can provide us to fight.haha~sounds great!Im already to go through with it.....

btw:I have read 2 articles in the week that given me some good advice to startup.
1,The 18 mistakes That kill startups
2,How to recognise a good programmer (I would better to recognise a good programmer than business man.Thank Lord!

Scheme is frenk'in cool!

I get used of C and java to write bore stuff for work in past 3 months.I fed up with windows-related development that destroy ur creativity day by day.OK,Im complain too much today.

I have to tell you guys that tail recurrsive is really cool stuff that can provide a low cost for performance(in facto,when u write a fibonacci).Scheme is cool lang that include many modern programming language's feature when her was born(espeically,the GC).I just have spent a little bit of time for study the syntax and go through with 2 trivial stuffs like this.......

(define cool (lambda (x)
(if (= x 0)
0
(let sum( (num x) (sp 1)) ;sp=stationary point
(if (= num 1) sp
(sum (- num 1) (* num sp)))))))

(define cool2 (lambda (n)
(if (= n 0)
0
(let fib ( (num n) (result 1) (tmp 0))
(if (= num 1)
result
(fib (- num 1) (+ result tmp) result))))))

btw:come on,roll to say "goodbye" to Microsoft(it is evil)'s bore stuff except u're a system programmer who work with windows kernel(WRK).

Happy New Year 2008

This is new year,or just another despiration?

There are 2 things should be celebrate for new year:
1,The Baldur's Gate was a very old computer game which based on DND rule.Im very exciting to hear about Baldur's Gate will be a movie that made by xxxx company.
2,I was talking to the founder of Hackerdom Training Program---Hongfong.Probably I will going to HTP to learn at end of this year.I have frenk'in strong intrested about scheme and other low-level tech that can changing the world.The pretty brand new OS which named of Ming OS that created by Hongfen will be show up in Europe expo in March.The MingOS has a pretty new concept of OS design that use 4 rings(Linux,windows,both used 2 rings---krl mode and usr mode) are 0-meta-kernel,1-customized kernel,2-usr programming level,3-recvied the data from network(sound like distributed network).

btw:这2件事情的确很让人兴奋,但最让Shawn兴奋的是现在还在和乖乖老婆恶心....

Merry Christmas 2007

I dont know what should I write here.Talk about the history of Christmas?or talk about what I have done a little bit of shit in 2007.Lord,why did u forsake me?O Lord,dont be far away!

Jared was go home last last week~ED moved to a new hood~GreenBean must growing bigger~Chris and Leah still enjoy the beautfiul life~....hhhh..what about me?...Im pretty busy recently.work on day,hacking the kernel code at night.And deal with how get start my business in rest of day.....I feeling frenk'in weakness now...but Lord Jesus,I still love you.It's not every Christian has the breave heart to spend all life for cultural mission,freedom...democracy...~~Fear is the weakness of hummanility.But Bible mentioned about 365 times "do not afraid!" that means we should tell ourseleves very day at once.Even though a lot of Christian chose that "give up",I would not obey this fucking world!!!

2007...a lot of people who were a democracy guys but now not a warroir anymore...more friends of mine choose obey the "world" that just foucs on how to making money...The enemy still there,very powerful..impressively..but Shawn the R0ck will choose the side of God who created these enemy.MY LORD,thanks for create our enemy that make me strongger!!!

Me,pi and FB

what should a young man do?Just say *fucxxxing*

"There are some people who are never young, and there are other people who are never old. I am one of the other people."

Collins, Wilkie, 1824-1889

I got a video from John Romero's blog.It's pretty funny that make me remind my passion when I talking about DOOM and QUake with people.

Shawn整个2007年的状态都不怎么好,面临梦想与现实的选择,金钱和信仰的选择,Chris的离开,但感谢主恩赐给Shawn的一切包括苦难,你曾说过"不愿意背十字架的不配做我的门徒".

一直到上周和Jared的Christmas Concert,Shawn今年第一次拥有如此好的心情.感谢可爱的老婆的支持,2007年能找到可爱的乖乖真的其他都不奢求了.haha~

btw:I hope Scott can going to Beijing for work next year.

爱情象死亡一般的坚强；嫉妒如阴间一般的坚稳；它的烈焰是火的烈焰

，是非常猛烈的火焰。爱情，众水不能熄灭，洪流不能淹没；如果有人拿自己家里所有的财产去换取爱情，就必被藐视。圣经旧约 雅歌 8:6-7

Thanksgiving in 2007

localhost login:Shawn the R0ck
password:LOVE
*Thanksgiv(ing) to the LOrd of Warrior*
$./course
*Taught me that if you get what you shouldnt get then you will lose what you should get.Thank Lord point me to Free Software world that will be my field which Glory to HIm*

$./gift2007
*Kick a beautiful girl to me.Thank Lord pick her up.ANd she pushing me to quit smomomomomoming...:)*

$./friend
*A chance that hangout with Chris who was my mentor in past 2.5 years.*

$./Team
*The Chronicle of Transformers(2007---?)*

$exit

localhost login:root
password:*

root$gcc -o Thanksgiving God.o is.o Love.o
root$./Thanksgiving
***For God so loved the world that he gave his only SON,so that everyone who believes in HiM may not perish but may have eternal life. John 3:16***

root$ps -ef | grep Thanksg*
PID name ............
3 Thanksgiving ............
17246 grep Thanksgiving ......

root$kill -9 3
***No one can copping out of my face even "root".My name is Lord of God.Say the Lord.***
Humanlism=Death

最近听Bach和类Baroque音乐的确不错,上周又看了一篇关于Pansystems的文章,其实量子物理也进行了很系统的宇宙解释,不过Pansystems更容易让中国人理解.就如圣经所隐喻人类可以了解二元的事物,3 is a magical number~举一反万,系万归一.Pansystems的确是二元对称的平衡描述.

Shadow Of The Day and What I've done(Girl version)

We should effort to making a better world.


Nice voice but tone of an instrument is too average.She make me remind Evanessence who is a beauty and talent Gothlic band.

Does anyone tell me that Linkinpark==Christian band

I have read a article about Linkinpark's faith that said is below:

Linkin Park is NOT a Christian band.

This was an old assumption people made because they toured with P.O.D. and didn't curse on 'Hybrid Theory'. [Phoenix, however used to be in a Christian punk band called the Snax.] The actual religious makeup of the band is quite scattered. Brad and Rob are Jewish, Chester has his own "really unique views" on religion (which means he prob doesn't belong to any particular religion), Mike was raised in "a really, really liberally Protestant church" and Joe was raised "in [a] little more conservative Christian church". When asked about religion and spiritual advice, Linkin Park have told kids to ask their parents, not them.

As for the lack of "cursing" on the "Hybrid Theory" album - there's no real reason for it. Linkin Park wrote honest lyrics and what came out; came out. They have also said that they didn't want to slack on the writing or take the easy way out by spewing a bunch of curse words on any given song. As for other songs and albums, they HAVE cursed and they may do it again. This wouldn't be a big deal but thanks to the 1st album being curse-free and having such mainstream success, it has become an issue for some people. No one would question Korn's use of the word "fuck", so why question LP's?! Either way Lp's music is always honest and good.


Probably they were CHristian band if you have listen these album that called Minutes to Midnight.And some friends of mine told me that they are not a Christian band.Who can give me a hundred-percent answer？

Fuck off,mfc!

Because of my manager want to sign a contract with me which will work for company for 1 year.I was directed tell him "no".Why?It mean that I have to work with mfc if I agree with contract.Finally,I was quit today.Great!It's time to say goodbye to Microsoft Development.Im looking for a new job about Linux Development.Im fed up with that MSDN always told me that what is seem like but not what is it when I tried to know a implement of function.

Some friends of mine warning are below:
1,hey,Shawn.You're just a newbie programmer.You should stay right there for 1 more year.
2,wow,Shawn.Good job is not easy to get.
etc........

God is my friend.I have nothing to worry about.I will busting my ass to fight with Free Software just for Glory to God.LOrd,it's worthy to praise you whatever situation we got.

BTW:I have hang out a little id player who name is Kaio.I have seen some pure game mind by him like myself before.It's awesome!b2L9 invited LOrd Jesus into his life last month.Praise the Lord!!!

辞职了,感觉很爽,今年第一次有越狱成功的感觉,2007年让Shawn更加看清楚上帝为Shawn所预备的路,路途艰险,敌人很强大,但是创造敌人乃至世界的那位上帝愿意与Shawn同在,Shawn会怎么选择?Shawn绝对不会顺从这个世界.感谢J. R. R. Tolkien写了那部The Silmarillion,让Shawn明白了很多圣经的隐喻,感谢主医治Sara,感谢主在老刘和Jeff身上做工,感谢主老板很理解Shawn的选择....
最近发现太多的事情可以感恩,好像都不是Shawn的风格了.但最近发生的N多事情除了让Shawn赞美上帝Shawn还能做什么,最后感谢可爱的老婆和Esther给Shawn当煮面和煮饺子的技术支持.

PS:Shawn应该学习点基本的做食物东东.

It's time to say "goodbye" to SourceInsight

一直以来阅读kernel code都在用SourceInsight,本来是打算等au0Z把lxr搞出来再用的,但这家伙一拖再拖Shawn有点郁闷了,搞动漫搞成这样Shawn服了.....今天看到一位网友的blog上面提到用vim+ctags+taglist组合可以替代sourceInsight,就索性试试,结果的确很爽,linux下的东东的确很棒,sourceInsight是Shawn近半年来在windows下唯一用的和开发相关的工具,而且大多时候是为了研究linux kernel,这里有介绍如何使用ctags.

终于可以不用SourceInsight盗版了.


PS:这张图片是为老婆发的,嘿嘿 最近样子很颓废...........

Great music!

Some beautiful songs from friend that You can download here.This ablum writen by Jared when he travelling around the world.From Africa-Jerusalem-JiuZhaiGou-Xiamen-HongKong-Mexico and USA.

One of my friend acceptted L0rd Jesus yesterday night!Thanks au0Z bring him here.

PS:经过了30多分钟的compile终于chicken可以运行,又是一个好东东,很久没在电锯在线用电脑了,感觉不错,毕竟有一帮兄弟啊.很遗憾的是老婆要做功课所以不能和Shawn恶心了,只能来blog放放屁.今天在路上碰到了N久没见的Mr.Yang.Yang是Shawn的程式设计启蒙老师,当时Yang在读硕士,教了Shawn很基础的C语言,感谢主把Yang放到Shawn身边.Yang现在正在读Phd,May God bless all of my friends!

"wo ai ni" and heartBeat++

"我愛你"Evin said to me.Great!I felt my heart beat violently.

80e2d7c18ea4afb1f5ef0ab0130df9e4
&&
d3b9d6cbcf48e3a1592abcebf76e5605
=
c9122fd7bae0681b62a39ddfc1c7fb19

越来越爱老婆了...

7天的vacation本来安排做N多事情,学习bible,math,SICP和arm.结果每天和老婆恶心就占据大部分时间 发现Shawn越来越爱老婆了 老婆也越来越可爱了 赞美她的口水如滔滔江水XX不决XX不断 回来几天每天都是牛肉太爽了 看来Shawn一天N餐吃牛肉都没问题的~也见了一些朋友,大多朋友现在对金钱的追求就如圣经所说---失去了自由!

最近发现了个好东东:Pansystem.或许这东西结合derrida的destruction of creativity text真的可以帮助Shawn找到Bible的平衡点,求主赐予Shawn智慧.

这是最近唯一能引起Shawn视觉兴奋的东东,vim是很强大,居然N多plugin都是脚本实现的,linux下的东西的确爽惨了!

这个parody把Shawn看的苦笑不得(Shawn:看来学会成语了)

PS:看了老妹的blog觉得这小东西长大了 呵呵 快成小艺术家了.......

hacks the data structure of kernel

#define list_entry(ptr, type, member) \
((type *)((char *)(ptr)-(unsigned long)(&((type *)0)->member)))
I was wondering above when I found list.h with kernel 2.4.Thank JeFF's help that kick confusion shit of macro out of my brain.Probaly you can look at code shit that was below.

#include "stdio.h"
#include "stdlib.h"
#include "string.h"

struct list_head;
struct pci_bus;

#define list_entry(ptr, type, member) \
((type *)((char *)(ptr)-(unsigned long)(&((type *)0)->member)))
/* (struct pci_bus *)((char*)pb2-(unsigned long)(&((struct pci_bus*)0)->next-bus)) ) */
#define pci_bus_b(n) list_entry(n, struct pci_bus, next_bus)

struct list_head {
struct list_head *next, *prev;
};

struct pci_bus
{
int a;
int b;
int c;
int bus_num;
struct list_head next_bus;
};

void main()
{
struct pci_bus a;
struct pci_bus b;

memset(&a, 0, sizeof(a));
memset(&b, 0, sizeof(b));
a.a=1;
a.b=2;
a.c=3;
a.bus_num=4;

b.a=10;
b.b=11;
b.c=12;
b.bus_num = 13;

a.next_bus.next = &(b.next_bus);
b.next_bus.prev = &(a.next_bus);

struct list_head *pb = a.next_bus.next;
struct pci_bus *p_busb = pci_bus_b(pb);
printf("bus num = %d\n", p_busb->bus_num);
printf("addr = %s\n",pb);

struct list_head *pb2 = a.next_bus.next;
struct pci_bus *p_busb2 = (struct pci_bus *)((char*)pb2 );
printf(" -2- bus2 num = %d\n", p_busb2->bus_num);

}

Free software Song by Richard Stallman

Lyrics:
Join us now and share the software;
You'll be free, hackers, you'll be free.

Hoarders may get piles of money,
That is true, hackers, that is true.
But they cannot help their neighbors;
That's not good, hackers, that's not good.

When we have enough free software
At our call, hackers, at our call,
We'll throw out those dirty licenses
Ever more, hackers, ever more.

Join us now and share the software;
You'll be free, hackers, you'll be free.

Shawn很佩服RMS,每次听这首歌时都会有些感触,昨晚一位朋友打电话来问Shawn对他们公司有没有兴趣,主要是做UNIX下的金融系统开发,虽然目前的工作不怎么爽,但Shawn只想下一份工作和embedded相关,他一直在说他们公司是世界TOP500如果去的话福利很不错,薪水也比现在高,不过大概他好像没有明白Shawn大脑的algorithm,如果他跟Shawn讲他们团队有一帮free software的狂热分子或许Shawn会考虑一下,对于Shawn而言这正是圣经所启示荣耀上帝和RMS的自由哲学的魅力.

Switchfoot is great

Switchfoot的歌鼓励了N多人包括Shawn,希望大家也喜欢.最近让Shawn感到最不可思议的事情是Evin居然也喜欢Switchfoot,由于Evin曾经告诉过Shawn不喜欢U2,但Shawn的确想推荐Christian band给Evin.感谢主,只有您可以办到.

Dare you to move,this song encouraged me and a lot of friends of mine for fight.

24,let you known who are you~Yes,Christian is the second man

This is your life,welcome to the planet...

On fire,catch on fire is not just happend game's bug

meant to live,great song

Gone

Shadow Proves The Sunshine

A Walk to remember - Only hope

PS:I love Evin with all my heart.But I love Lord Jesus more!

Linux world is a Universe.....

I tried to make a Gnu cross-compile platform in Linux that let me recognize what a powerful tools which created by OpenSource Community.I have to use some windows programming skill for job although,but Linux got more seductive than shit.I begin to learning C51 micro-controll system and related ARM embedded system by myself.LOrd always leading me to make a highlight choice.Im planning to buy a ARM dev-board when I make cash enough.Work with micro-controll system that you can get to know more funny things than PC.Imagine that you just using 4k build a application up that can deliver to customers.

In facto,Im a newbie now.Bullshit over,back to sleep!

My girl go back home today and we will hangout about 6 months later.The flowers that Evin like it below.Mo cuishle,my sweety...

How can I forget such a beautiful kiss?

It's a beautiful day!The 6 months in the past,I was alway complain too much to God which "Thank LOrd you given everything what I need except girlfriend".I got a girl now.

Thank,Lord.You knew me more than myself.

Shawn有gf了,真TMD不敢相信啊,已经无法用语言形容了,信主3年了都没找到过gf............When we are wins,praise the LOrd.When we are lose,praise the LoRd.

PS:Evin invited LORD Jesus in to her life.It's amazing that I cant believe that was really happend!

about Linux logo

This website show us a stuff that buildup a penguin by Linux code.

It's able to do what you should to do

It's awesome about thatMexican billionaire to donate laptops, says title of 'world's richest' doesn't matter

Every Christian should stick to spending 10% percent income for charity at least.If you would really do it,the World will get more hope!

Shawn's Confessions

近2月没睡懒觉,周1-周5都是6:50起床读圣经和哲学然后上班,下班后不是处理没做完的工作就是学习Berkely计算机科学基础课程或者是去weight-room.周6和朋友技术兴趣小组或许哪一天可以真的为Open-Source Community做一点贡献.周日肯定是做礼拜!

最近读Augstine's Confession,觉得是Shawn在忏悔一样,Shawn在童年开始所产生的嫉妒和骄傲的方式和Augstine很相似,记得8年前一位来自Scotland的朋友给Shawn启了第1个E文名字:Augstine.每个人灵魂深入都在流血~灵魂在哭泣~在对上帝忏悔~但我们的身体领域和知识领域因为罪性的原因不断阻止我们达到3大领域的平衡,但只有耶稣基督可以医治人类的灵魂.

这就是Shawn坚信的答案，也是AUGSTINE以及无数的牛人所坚信的答案.在<忏悔录>里Augstine有2处说到:
"我的主啊,请看我的心,它跌在深渊的底层,你却怜悯它,让我的心现在告诉你,当我为作恶而作恶的时候,究竟在想什么。罪恶是丑陋的,我却爱它,我爱堕落,我爱我的缺点,不是爱缺点的根源,而是就爱缺点本身.我这个丑恶的灵魂,一天天在自趋灭亡,挣脱你的扶持,不是在耻辱中追求什么,而是去追求耻辱本身."

"为此,我决心要读<圣经>,看看其中内容如此.现在的我才懂得<圣经>不是骄傲者所能体味,也不是孩子们所能领会的.<圣经>阅读入门时觉得狭缢,简陋,越朝前越觉得高深,而且四面垂着奥妙的帐幕,我当时还没有入门的资格,不会屈躬而进.这些印象都是后来总结的,当我最初接触<圣经>的时候,我认为这部书简直完全不能和西塞罗的典雅文笔相比,真是有天壤之别.我的傲气看不起<圣经>的质朴,我的目光看不透它的深文奥义,<圣经>的意义是随孩子的年龄而俱增的,但我不屑于成为孩子,我满腔傲气,还自以为正确和伟大."

Shawn在大学里花了2年的时间尝试用数学,科学和哲学来证明<圣经>是迷信,之后尝试用这些学科来理解<圣经>,作为基督徒是一种耻辱,<圣经>需要证明吗？Lord Jesus就是真理的本体.Lord,forgive me what Ive done.下午看Augstine's Confession时Shawn crying......

PS:见到了5年没见的Evin,感谢Evin因为Shawn是基督徒的原因给Shawn分享了很多,相信Evin在HK会过的更好.争取下次的vacation可以找到Jane学习一些中国古文.很久没见的B.Ro也是超级的对Rock的狂热,Sissy还是像以前一样的喜爱思考.

fcking busy,recently

Because of work's factor that I have to turn back to the Windows development.Thanks Mr.Hou's book which the Dissecting MFC written by him.I was alway dont like MFC framework before.But I begin to change my mind about MFC that is not really bad that I thought.Actually,Microsoft's developers were design a lot of strange macro of shit right there that just for skip the C++ nature flaw which all OOP langs waste many memory storage if the classes inheritance level more than 4 .

Damn fucking busy!I dont wanna talk about that shit.I will get start to read the Augstine's book that The City of God and Augstine's Confessions next week that means I have to spending more time than now.FATHER,please teaching me how do the Time-Management as well!Sometimes,I really think about that I was give up a job that can get 4K RMB salary per a month and chosen the 1.2k's salary,is it worthy it?The shit was shit.Im a fucking cheap labor.

Perhaps like as a frend said,"you need a lot of money to buy a house and to marry,dont just thinking about some useless things(he point out the philosophy)."He is right in his point of view at least.But I belevied everyone is unique when God created us.I will obey Lord and never been a look like a "average man" here.

FATHER,just for fun is too hard for OpenSource in China.I knew the ess stuff of just for fun that is Glory to you in my job and my life.I will stick to busting my ass to fight for ya.Because you die on cross for my sin about 2000 years ago.Shawn the R0ck will never ever obey the world.Shawn the R0ck doomed to a guy who is counterculture.And the name of Shawn the R0ck is a beautiful gift which You given to me.I appreciate for you alway given everything what I need.It's a beautiful letdown recently.More disappoint on earth,more hope on you that maybe out of and out of the Universe.

Actually,I need you pray honestly.

PS:不要以为Shawn就不会软弱,Shawn需要您为Shawn来祷告!