Monday, May 28, 2007

Linux kernel is a inscrutable stuff

I have been learning linux kernel about 1 week ago.Jeff taught me that how to tapping the funny stuff of linux kernel.But you known,when you really getted start with it that you will recognize that shit work need a lot of basically knowledge like as computer architecture,data structure and OS machansism.For example,if you try to get to know what is ess of PCI-bus that you have to known some DS stuff like LIST and trees.PCI-bus initialization looks like a LIST,yes~it's ture,actually in microcosmic DS graph it's a LIST.But you can recognize that is a multi-tree when you dig into kernel deep enough.

I remember the book of The Art of Unix Programming mentioned about that Data Structure is more important in computer engineering even than algorithm.Thank God!I have retrived my creativity and passion.I will stick to learning about that shit of computer essential until...maybe 20 years~Jeff is right,PC is just one of thousands of machines,but robot era is coming and it's really happend in this world.Computer is stupid that it is just do 3 things when it started:1,get instruction 2,execute instruction 3,check the interruption

By the way,about commercialization of our club.We were discuss all the night,but the final answer : The concept of trader in human beings of IT.

PS:never stop learning,never stop thinking~Heave Metal drive me to thinking.It's awesome!!!

Friday, May 25, 2007

from IQ to MQ ???

一直以来教育系统都很注重IQ的培养,不管是国内还是国外,其实教育系统不是一陀shit,而是两陀!
最近几年国内越来越提到EQ的重要性,在Shawn的眼里单单注重IQ和EQ都一种垃圾行为,就好像屁股没擦干净会影响头脑一样:-) 今天Shawn就漫谈一下有什么是我们更需要学习的....

如果非要说重要性的话应该是这样来排序,从低到高:IQ--EQ--AQ--SQ--MQ
IQ能代表什么?Shawn很不喜欢有人说Shawn这家伙很聪明,如果你明白本质就是一种侮辱,试想一下如果你IQ才85那你恐怕小学5年级也很难读懂,世界上绝大部分人的IQ都集中在90---120的阶段,OK,IQ已经不值得我们谈下去了.

EQ呢?能代表你什么,一种控制你情绪的能力,至少比IQ要重要一点,但你在思考一下,一个人只要和家人,朋友,恋人,同事,etc的关系还过的去那这家伙的EQ也不算很差吧,其实培养EQ的速度是很快的所以也不太想多扯淡了.

AQ就很重要了,这是一个人成功的基础,在逆境中能否超越自我变的更强壮就是你的AQ的表现,上帝不断的把试练塞到你的身边如果你每通过一次就会变的更加的强壮,在Shawn的观点来看AQ很大程度上可以体现上帝的爱,记得丘吉尔的最后一次演讲就说了一句:坚持到底,永不放弃!

如果您的AQ已经达到了一定的程度那么恭喜您,您可以进行一些更具挑战性的思考.

SQ即灵商,主要指一个人挖掘生命意义和自身潜能的程度的能力,记得The Art of Start的作者Guy Kawasaki在演讲中的多次提到SQ的重要性,他的黄金创业法则的第1条就是"make meaning,not just make money".从圣经的角度出发,人类应该挖掘自身的SQ来思考怎么样可以来荣耀上帝,如前GE的CEO杰克 威尔其所认为他的glory to God的方式就是1,努力赚钱 2,努力存钱 3,努力的捐钱.

MQ即道德商,指以圣经作为绝对的标准来进行道德规范的约束,这是所有5商里最难的,到目前为止出了耶稣基督以外没有人做的完美过.要明白MQ的意义所在也必须对圣经有相当的了解.

了解5商之后我们在谈谈关于一个人一身中需要处理的集中关系,按照优先级从高到底:1,你与上帝 2,你与自己 3,你与人 4,你与物质

1,你与上帝.作为人类的本质所需,必须和上帝建立良好的关系,不然很多事情都会出问题.

2,你与自己.你可以改变生活环境,社交圈还有很多事情,但你唯一不能改变的是你自己,去思考怎么来面对自己吧.

3,你与人.既然生活在地球上你必须和人建立很多各种各样的关系,具体怎么处理,去读圣经吧.

4,你与物质.上帝既然创造了物质那肯定有它的好处,但不要成为"拜金主义",这样不但不追求本质而且会毁了你的一切,因为受罪性的影响人的贪婪是无止境的,具体的例子身边太多不想多举,昨天还和企鹅谈到以前一个朋友这样的例子.

或许以上的东西您会觉得很不可理解,但Shawn想告诉您寻求真理和本质本来就是一个非常痛苦的过程,如果您还承认自己是中国人的话去读圣经和尚书,了解自己民族的历史了解您应该有所了解的一切,dont forget that pain is weakness leaving your body!

PS:az0U invite Lord Jesus into his life yesterday!It's awesome!!!

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Jeff is back!

I was always pray that request to God let me know a programmer who master in low-level tech like as linux kernel recnently.And after the rush to waiting,that guy who name is Jeff come back to this town last week.We talk a lot of linux kernel this afternoon.Actually,Jeff taught me about low-level techs.It's great!Thank God give this surpise gift for me.

自从接触了Linux和看了Unix的编程艺术后就一直在思考自己的方向,JAVA虽然开源但到底应该走哪条技术路线?或许底层是Shawn的选择,感谢上帝在最适当的时刻给Shawn派来了适当的人,最近和Jeff的交流完全在影响Shawn的选择,感谢Jeff让Shawn看到了计算机的另外一面.

Computer,baconBurger,fj,Jeff and Shawn in Peter's.....It's a beautiful day!!!

PS:最近抽烟急剧减少,其中一大原因是Sara.............
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Thursday, May 10, 2007

School life will be finished!!!It's exciting!

下午交了毕业设计,毕业设计大概有40%是朋友帮助完成的,这是上帝不愿意看到的,Shawn只能忏悔!
为了那个烂文凭这样做值得吗?Shawn the R0ck. I dont fcking know that it's so complicated!
或许Shawn有一大堆理由:1,班所有人都作弊为什么Shawn不? 2,Shawn不在乎烂文凭但如果不拿到文凭老爸老妈会伤心. ..etc~
但有更理性的回答上面2个理由:1,因为你是CHristian所以不行 2,你这样做上帝会伤心,不在乎文凭就dropout,这种借口只能说明是一种懦夫行为.

Shawn还是作弊了只能说明2点:1,这次Shawn采用了懦夫的方案 2,Shawn还不够理性.

上面屁话一大堆不说不爽的,一提到中国教育就没有让Shawn比较爽的地方.上帝创造教育的目的是让人们提高创造性和激情,这样可以在任何行业里来glory to God.但看看我们的教育都干了些什么? 精通扼杀孩子的创造性和激情是教育系统的强项,腐败只是冰山一角而已,教育系统的存在的目的就是一个赚钱的机器好像永不停止,除非来一场革命...........

The motherfucker of Chinese edcuation is a machine to make money that you cant stop it.We need a revolution.The game,thats only education we got.Thank God keep my creativity and passion through id software.

PS:最近把Quake和Quake2都重新玩通关了一遍,nightmare的难度已经让Shawn有点招架不住,技术的确不如以前了.

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

awesome guy!Thats' why we play Quake(not UT)

Once a Quaker,always a Quaker.
what should we give a description for a Quaker?smarter,switfer,stronger......more than average guys~