fcking busy,recently

Because of work's factor that I have to turn back to the Windows development.Thanks Mr.Hou's book which the Dissecting MFC written by him.I was alway dont like MFC framework before.But I begin to change my mind about MFC that is not really bad that I thought.Actually,Microsoft's developers were design a lot of strange macro of shit right there that just for skip the C++ nature flaw which all OOP langs waste many memory storage if the classes inheritance level more than 4 .

Damn fucking busy!I dont wanna talk about that shit.I will get start to read the Augstine's book that The City of God and Augstine's Confessions next week that means I have to spending more time than now.FATHER,please teaching me how do the Time-Management as well!Sometimes,I really think about that I was give up a job that can get 4K RMB salary per a month and chosen the 1.2k's salary,is it worthy it?The shit was shit.Im a fucking cheap labor.

Perhaps like as a frend said,"you need a lot of money to buy a house and to marry,dont just thinking about some useless things(he point out the philosophy)."He is right in his point of view at least.But I belevied everyone is unique when God created us.I will obey Lord and never been a look like a "average man" here.

FATHER,just for fun is too hard for OpenSource in China.I knew the ess stuff of just for fun that is Glory to you in my job and my life.I will stick to busting my ass to fight for ya.Because you die on cross for my sin about 2000 years ago.Shawn the R0ck will never ever obey the world.Shawn the R0ck doomed to a guy who is counterculture.And the name of Shawn the R0ck is a beautiful gift which You given to me.I appreciate for you alway given everything what I need.It's a beautiful letdown recently.More disappoint on earth,more hope on you that maybe out of and out of the Universe.

Actually,I need you pray honestly.

PS:不要以为Shawn就不会软弱,Shawn需要您为Shawn来祷告!

A morning talk

I was chat with Van in Google Talk this morning.Maybe you can see our topic that probaly you will get some "light burb went off" about truth.

和Van是去年认识的,Shawn和Van有很多共同点,我们都是基督徒,都是id玩家(Quake and Doom),都对哲学和系统神学有着浓厚的兴趣(Shawn:当然他比Shawn专业一些).毕竟是神学的PHd,或许唯一的不同就是Van比Shawn早诞生20多年.

开始工作不久,还没怎么进入状态,愿Lord Jesus能带领Shawn在未来的工作中Glory to God!
Praise the Lord!!!Glory to God!!!

A win32 funny stuff!

I got a job.Im work for IVISAKA now.I got some funny stuff from the win32 platform.One of things about function call in win32 that you can using cl compiler to view a structure of function call:
#define shawn _stdcall
#define cayla _cdecl
#define chris _fastcall

void test(int a,int b,int c,int d)
{}
chris int main()
{
test(10,20,30,40);
return 0;
}

#define shawn _stdcall
push 40 ; 00000028H
push 30 ; 0000001eH
push 20 ; 00000014H
push 10 ; 0000000aH
call ?test@@YGXHHHH@Z ; test

#define cayla _cdecl
push 40 ; 00000028H
push 30 ; 0000001eH
push 20 ; 00000014H
push 10 ; 0000000aH
call ?test@@YAXHHHH@Z ; test
add esp, 16 ; 00000010H

#define chris _fastcall
push 40 ; 00000028H
push 30 ; 0000001eH
mov edx, 20 ; 00000014H
mov ecx, 10 ; 0000000aH
call ?test@@YIXHHHH@Z ; test

Birthday(Shawn is 3 years old in Lord Jesus)

July 5th,2004:Carl is a pastor.Carl shared Gospel to a guy who named of Snake and Snake accepted Lord Jesus into his life.Hey,dude!Snake was my name:-) Thanks FATHER pick me up before when the universe be created.Thanks Carl share that good news to me that is really change my life.

I received baptism at the Church.It's awesome!!!That means,"hey,Satan!listen,Im Rock!be careful!Shawn the R0ck watching you now.Shawn can feeling your fear.Shawn known you afaird to failed like long long years ago."

3年前的今天信主,感谢神在创世以前就拣选了Shawn,感谢Carl到了离家6000KM的地方给Shawn分享福音,感谢Chris在这2年对Shawn的帮助.太多的感激无法用语言来表达,当你谦卑的在稣哥面前的时候就会更加的认清楚自己,能认识到真理的存在!前一段时间受洗是很cool的经历!